it's the wrongs that make the words come to life

It's confusing when things are going kind of alright,
because I never know what to say.
I don't handle defeat very well, but I always know how to phrase it.

Anybody else could do this hack job better than I ever could.
I just stumbled in and stuck you in the photocopier,
stuck a name on it.
I spill my guts with words I shouldn't own,
I borrowed your alphabet soup, and I never gave it back.
Everytime we've reached the same level,
your elevator starts going back up.
Mine is perpetually jammed,
will you push the down button once in a while?

You will always find new ways to ruin me,
I'm a cliche ten times over.
I'm not sure I want to stop falling

dance.into.the.fire.

- There's so much more to say, but I won't find the right phrasing.