And so I told her everything
your problems seem less significant with a friend
in the cold winter air on a crowded downtown sidewalk
than they do curled up in bed alone.
I want to say I'm getting over you
but I know it's just because I haven't had to see your face for a week.
Sometimes I want to abandon this all and start again somewhere else.
is.it.worth.the.pain.with.no.one.to.blame.
- So bored I almost want to go back
The potential of having your life puts everything into perspective.
I've rarely (if ever) been so scared in my life as I was today when I heard "this is a lockdown"
knowing that this is not a drill...
so much to take in... what if someone goes after my friends... after you...
bomb threats...
Supressing how it feels with caffeine is not the same as getting over it
especially when how it felt returns when the caffeine stops working.
Sleeping minds never lie...
please just get out of my head
I want to be done, but I can't because something holds me back.
I have no idea about what to do about you
you know me better than I know you
I'm such a horrible person to you why do you stick around...
Why do we stick around...
I can't help it, I'm just scared of letting people too close
eventually we learn to stop playing with fire
i.can't.sleep.
- Yet another masterpiece of crap
And here I am, spending another Saturday waiting
"I'll call you when I know" she says
Same old story
same old ending
Maybe I should have realised that means "you are going to spend the afternoon doing nothing"
I'm reading "The Red Room" and I've seen about 3 typos and I've only read 5 chapters.
Yay editors.
My back has been sore since I woke up this afternoon
It's rather inconveniant.
God damn it, all I wanted was a coffee.
story.of.my.life.
- The one who sits and waits for them to call when she should be realising they won't be
11.11 Stop wishing -> it won't happen
masks are ugly; even uglier to have ripped off
you.don't.deserve.to.have.friends
- Kicking people gives you a great high for about 10 minutes
In the tale of heroes and poisons
you're a full cup of arsenic
I can't trust you when everything you said was a lie
hypocrisy loves company
Someone make the headaches stop please
I can't take how it feels
whatever is trying to get out, for the love of god
let it out
Somehow it reminds me of what you (don't) say
You make me want to write something beautiful like you
Maybe you're not a light at the end of the tunnel
but a friendly sign telling me that rocks fall
Give me back what I can do
I hate how much I love what you say
you.were.my.inspiration.
- Reigning Queen Of Writer's Block
What did she say to you that made you laugh the way I used to
You only laugh at the fool I am for you
I hid my face because I didn't want you to see how horrible I felt at that sight
It felt like you were committing some horrible crime
we're not going out, we're barely friends anymore...
why...
forget.how.it.feels.inside.
- The Girl Who ♪ JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH *boop boop boop*♪
It always ends the same
where you try and reinvent yourself but the effort proves too much
so we run back to who we are.
Lashing out because I'm afraid to care
I could be wrong anyway.
It always happens and I almost lose a friend
and then I lose touch instead.
You make no sense.
You drive me crazy.
You keep me sane.
blood.on.all.the.shoes.you.wore.
-LiCN
I'm looking in all the right places for all the wrong things
I can't handle knowing I'm losing a best friend and maybe losing another one all in one week.
It's always someday other than Monday
I have too many secrets that I tell too many people
that too many people talk about
i'm going to dry your well of gossip
I tried to work on my story but I got distracted by fish and chips
That's us Canadian folk. "So then in my story, the main character goes to L- OOH LOOK A BEAVER! Uh... where was I... Labrador? Yeah. Labrador."
That's why Canadian stories often take place in boring cities, because the beavers and mooses distract us.
i.see.london.i.see.sam's.town
- Is there slashaholics anonymous? I'm reading pointless smut just for anything to do.
I've built myself up to be something too big
something I can't handle
I'll break down your expectations
soicanbreathe
I was just a time killer
You showed me amazing again
and reminded me I'm not getting there
tearusapartagain
- I'm not sure if I would become a Cyberman or not
I like to pretend you fake indifference like me
that everything is really a coded apology
and I like to pretend that you actually care what happens
but the keyword here is pretend
I just can't get over you.
I'd take the high road but I'm afraid of heights
<3 Replaceable
callmeuselessjustyouwait
